So I am a selfish person. I like doing things at my own pace and interest without a care for what other people think. Throughout these 2 and a half years in university, I have reached a point where I find it an utter pain to do something by other people's standards and disregarding my own. Why should I follow the crowd and do something just because EVERYONE is doing it as well? Why should I think and act in a certain manner just because it is WRITTEN that I should? Why should it be anymore special because it is the LAST thing we ever do together? To me, it means nothing and to pretend that it does is exhausting.